The thought of shedding the poundage and releasing the "hottie" within, however pleasing, is also terrifying. I spent 10 years building this fleshy coat of armor. The questions that keep resurfacing are these: What if I fail? What if this body really is who I am and who I am meant to be? What if I can not let go of this illness that has held me captive for so long. What if...
But then again... If ifs and buts were candy and nuts; we'd all have a Merry Christmas.
Trying not to psych myself out of a healthy mentality,
Katy
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